It’s scary knowing how fast we all have to grow up. Don’t get me wrong, I’m excited to grow up and be successful, but I don’t know if i’m mature enough. I wanna be smart, I wanna be rich, I want a family, I want to make my parents proud. But what if I can’t? What if I fail in school? What if I can’t handle it and I give up? What if I reach my lowest point again and I can’t get back up? What if I think about suicide and attempt it again? I don’t want to disappoint anyone anymore. But where will I even find the strength to not give up?